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Father, may I trust you as a three-year-old would.   No one can experience God unless he has faith.  Faith believes what is unseen, and without faith it is not possible to please God (Heb 11:1, 6).  This is basic.  Faith deals with our beliefs, and since it deals with our beliefs, one may think that it does not belong in a discussion about the heart.  But faith is first and foremost a matter of the heart.  “If you … believe in your heart that God raised [Jesus] from the dead, you will be saved” (Rom 10:9). Faith does have…

Praise you, Father, for you are incomprehensible.  You are God.   God once asked me to start a church.  The church closed.  As I sought God after the church had closed, He gave me a very clear sense that, yes, He really had called me to do that.  In other words, He had called me to fail, or at least it looked that way.  And why not?  God called the King of Kings to die.  If that is how God operates, He is not going to be easy to predict. An agnostic man once told me that he would like…

Father, let me not become so casual with you that I forget who you are.   Everyone fears something.  If you do not fear God, you will fear men.  And if you do not fear God or men, you will fear death or disease or poverty or rejection or loneliness or some other thing. It is unavoidable.  Fleeing fear is like fleeing your shadow. We do not control the universe and deep down we know it.  We cannot shake it.  And we fear that some of our thoughts might actually be true.  Fear touches our deepest desires and unites them…

For I know in whom I have believed and am persuaded that he is able to keep unto that day that which has been entrusted to me.   A Pharisee asked a cynic, “Why do you doubt everything?” “I doubt because of you,” replied the cynic. “You are certain about the number of fleas on the donkey that carried Jesus into Jerusalem.  Why should I trust anything else you say?” “Then don’t trust me.  But shouldn’t you at least be confident in God?” “Whose god? Your god? I don’t think I want that. I would rather be humble enough to…

Father, you have given me the peace of God that passes all understanding.  May I rest in it by your grace.   “Tell me,” the officer said.  “If you could have one thing in the world, what would it be?”  I was a high school senior sitting in a chair in the Air Force ROTC office at Kansas University. I wore a fancy suit, and the officer was interviewing me as part of the application process for an ROTC scholarship. “Peace of mind,” I said. I don’t think he was expecting that answer.  He looked too surprised.  Nonetheless, I did…